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And my publisher,
he won't return my calls, so...

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..I had to check in with you.

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Well, is it doing all right? Um...

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Over there, is it selling at all,
or...?

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'Uh... No, it's not, Lenny.

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'I'm sure that's why
they're not returning your calls.'

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I talked to Mike at the agency,

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and he said
that McClelland andamp; Stewart,

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they will not publish your book
in the US.

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'It's their loss.

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'They don't even
have the balls down there

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'to publish a provocative novel.'

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Yeah, you have to be very charitable
with these people,

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they haven't read anything.

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They wouldn't know Joyce
if he crawled up inside of their ass

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and laid an egg, you know?

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Fuck 'em, right?

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So, it's really not selling at all?
Really, it's not...?

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I thought maybe
in some kind of a...

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fringe PhD section of Montreal,
at least, it would, um...

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I mean, I really
rely on this book, and, um...

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'Hey, Lenny, Lenny.
Come on, listen to me.'

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Might be a slow burner, you know?
It'll pick up.

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So, you don't feel
I'm a bad writer, right?

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'No, I'm telling you the truth.'

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I believe in you. I believe in us.

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It's just hard, you know.
This game is very, um...

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It's... It's...

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'Lenny...'
It's brutal. You know? It's brutal.

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Lenny, just stay sane
and continue writing, all right?

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Morning.

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Good morning.
Morning.

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Axel, they're putting up
phone wires.

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Maybe if my book sells any copies,

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we could afford to have our own.

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Our own phone! That would be cool.

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Very grown-up.
Yeah.

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Play something.

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For my audience of two?

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Mm-hm. Your biggest fans.

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My only fans.

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? I'm a bird

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? On the wire

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? The men were working on
Telephone wires... ?

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? And now you're tired
Of this song. ?

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Whoo!

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We want more.

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More songs.
It's really... It's all I have.

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Well, it was beautiful.

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I should really get to work.

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Oh, why don't you write in here,
and we can go out?

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It's much easier for me
to write outside.

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Just remember to drink water.

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Lots of water.
OK, Marianne. OK.

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And put a hat on, please,

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because you were out there
12 hours yesterday.

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Hello. Hello.
You out shopping?

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Yeah, I just picked up
some groceries.

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I'm just about to walk to Kamini,
if you wanna join me.

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We can maybe go for a swim
or something after?

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Yeah, sure.
Yeah.

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What are you going to Kamini for?

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I'm going to go and see a man
about a cargo boat.

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We're leaving.

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What? Wh-When? Why?

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You know, because
we're slowly dying here.

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Because we both know how easily
we can wound and hurt each other,

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and I guess
we always try to avoid that.

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George is leaving in a month,

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and when he's found a place to stay,
we'll join him.

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When I first got here,

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I mean, it was like
the first time in my life

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that I didn't feel like an...
an outsider.

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I'd managed to build a life

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and find the time
to care for my family and write.

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And we were pretty much
the first foreigners on the island.

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Fifteen years later,
they're everywhere.

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I'm starting to feel like
an exile myself.

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And all these new ones,
none of them, they...

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they don't want us here.

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No, you don't mean that.

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Y-You and George,
you ARE this island.

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You hold the whole community
together.

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Oh, God, we barely
hold ourselves together, dear.

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I grew up like this.

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We lived kind of remotely
and were pretty poor,

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but we had the... we had the beach,

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and it was this kind of
combined nursery and playground.

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Did you always know
that you wanted to write?

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My mother wrote poetry. Erm...

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She used to tear it up
and throw it in the fire.

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But I guess I get my particular...

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..meaning from her.

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What did you wanna do?

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Actress.

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I can see that.

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Well, it's too late now, though.

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No, nothing's too late.
You should do it.

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How is Leonard?
I haven't seen him for a long time.

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Well, he's writing most of the time,
so...

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'Cunt. Fuck. There's nothing there.

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'I was lost on the road to Larissa

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'The straight road
Between the cedars

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'You thought I was a man of roads

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'And you loved me
For being such a man

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'But I was not such a man
I was not such a man, I was lost

107
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'I was lost on the road to Larissa

108
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'I was lost on the road to Larissa

109
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'I was lost, I was not such a man
I've never been a man.'

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'Cunt, cunt, fuck, fuck.'

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I feel like
I shouldn't be saying this, but I...

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..I think he's obsessed.
H-He doesn't eat, he doesn't sleep.

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I try, but, you know,
I can't get through to him.

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And he works early in the morning,

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and then he just comes home
late at night, and he's just...

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I don't know.

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Well, how long
has that been going on?

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A month? Longer?

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A little longer, it might be. Yeah.

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How's your son? Where is he?

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He's with our neighbour. She...

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She looks after him one day a week,
which is my day off.

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Oh, yes. It's one day off.

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It's OK.

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Careful not to lose your identity,
Marianne.

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What do you mean? I'm...

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I'm me.

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I'm just saying, don't buy into
what society feeds you,

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which is to...

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You know,
that a woman's job is in the home.

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I don't know,
I've spent my life, you know,

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bound by my three little children

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and George just working, working,
writing, writing, writing non-stop.

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And, you know, I find time
to do a minute of writing, or...

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something creative here,
in amongst the bloody breakfast

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and lunch and dinner and cooking
and laundry and cleaning, and...

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and I just...

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I just think
it's death to any woman with...

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..ambition or talent.

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Well, what do you think
you would've done, or would it...

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have been very different
if you didn't have children?

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Yes.

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I love them, but, erm...

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I don't know. I think most women are
lying when they say they enjoy it.

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I think they just...

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they just say that because
that's what's expected of them.

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And I'm a better writer than George.

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But I-I've managed
to create nothing.

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I mean, maybe the idea of
this Australian female novelist,

150
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the idea of Charmian Clift,

151
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but, erm, really,
it's just a bloody joke.

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And so...

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now that you're going back
to Australia,

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what do you wanna do? What...?

155
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I think I'd like
to try writing for, erm...

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for television and film.

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What do you want to do?
Um...

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Just recently, this...

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There's a clothing brand in Athens,

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and they asked me
if I wanted to model for them.

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So they're gonna do the photo shoot
here on the island,

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and I'm gonna...

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..be a model.

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Well, that's exciting.
Mm.

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? Four o'clock in the afternoon

166
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? And I didn't feel like very much

167
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? I said to myself

168
00:10:08,960 --> 00:10:10,959
? Where are you, golden boy?

169
00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:14,959
? Where is your famous golden touch?

170
00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:16,959
? I thought you knew

171
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? Where all of
The elephants lie down

172
00:10:23,480 --> 00:10:25,799
? I thought you were
The crown prince

173
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? Of all the wheels in Ivory Town

174
00:10:30,960 --> 00:10:33,959
? Just take a look
At your body now... ?

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Leonard.

176
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? And a bitter voice
In the mirror cries

177
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? Hey, Prince, you need a shave

178
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? And if you can manage to get
Your trembling fingers to behave

179
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? Why not unwrapping

180
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? A stainless-steel razor blade

181
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? That's right
It's come to this... ?

182
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Hi.
Hi!

183
00:11:03,640 --> 00:11:07,320
? Yeah, it's come to this

184
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? And wasn't it a long way down?

185
00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:26,959
? It's just the dress rehearsal rag

186
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? It's the dress rehearsal rag. ?

187
00:11:33,960 --> 00:11:37,959
Why do you hate my blood?

188
00:11:37,960 --> 00:11:40,959
Why?!

189
00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:42,960
Why do you hate my blood?

190
00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:46,960
You fuck.

191
00:11:49,960 --> 00:11:51,959
Leonard?

192
00:11:51,960 --> 00:11:53,960
Anyone home?

193
00:12:03,960 --> 00:12:05,959
How's it going? You all right?

194
00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:09,987
It's looking a lot of, er...
a lot of writing there you're doing.

195
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I've been working on this scene,

196
00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:16,960
and I realised punctuation's
some kind of prison.

197
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So I'm going and going...

198
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I hear you. I hear you.

199
00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:23,960
What?

200
00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:27,959
That's bullshit.

201
00:12:27,960 --> 00:12:29,480
That's bullshit!

202
00:12:30,960 --> 00:12:32,959
You think I wanna do that?

203
00:12:32,960 --> 00:12:34,959
You think I wanna eat your friend?
Fuck you.

204
00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:38,959
Fuck you, you fucking bitch!
Fuck you!

205
00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:39,960
Which one's...?

206
00:12:39,961 --> 00:12:42,959
I thought we had an understanding,
you fucker! You fucker!

207
00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:45,959
Which one's the, er... the problem?
They're all the fucking problem.

208
00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:50,959
Here we go. Let's get rid
of the daisies. These fuckers!

209
00:12:50,960 --> 00:12:51,960
Yes.

210
00:12:51,961 --> 00:12:53,959
Let me...
These fuckers!

211
00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:56,159
Let me take charge.

212
00:12:56,160 --> 00:12:59,959
Fucking got 'em!
Fuckers.

213
00:12:59,960 --> 00:13:01,959
Fuckers!

214
00:13:01,960 --> 00:13:05,959
So you've given up on
the three-page-a-day routine, eh?

215
00:13:05,960 --> 00:13:07,959
I haven't given up,
I do more than three pages a day.

216
00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:09,959
Yeah? Yeah, yeah.
What are you on? Seventeen.

217
00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:12,959
Seventeen? Yeah, 17.
Jeez. That's a lot of material.

218
00:13:12,960 --> 00:13:14,959
Yeah.

219
00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:16,959
In a day.

220
00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:18,127
You using anything for that?

221
00:13:19,160 --> 00:13:22,959
If you must know, the flowers
still feed me little lines,

222
00:13:22,960 --> 00:13:24,959
but we all benefit from the earth.

223
00:13:24,960 --> 00:13:28,960
I mean, besides the flowers,
are you using anything?

224
00:13:31,960 --> 00:13:33,959
Why would you ask me that?

225
00:13:33,960 --> 00:13:35,800
Cos I'm your friend.

226
00:13:36,960 --> 00:13:39,960
I mean, I couldn't do
a page count like that.

227
00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:43,800
Well, you know I'm Captain Mandrax.
Mm.

228
00:13:44,960 --> 00:13:46,999
So I like Mandrax. I always have.

229
00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:49,160
Why don't you come inside with me
for a bit, eh?

230
00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:53,959
The energy will come back, Leonard.
You're on a roll, mate.

231
00:13:53,960 --> 00:13:56,960
Mm.
Come on. It's too hot for me.

232
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Come on, mate.

233
00:13:59,960 --> 00:14:01,480
Let's go.

234
00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:07,959
You know, er...

235
00:14:07,960 --> 00:14:10,960
What I'm trying to say to you,
Leonard...

236
00:14:13,800 --> 00:14:16,960
..is don't kill yourself, mate,
because it's just a book.

237
00:14:19,320 --> 00:14:21,959
I know, I know.

238
00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:23,159
Thank you.

239
00:14:23,160 --> 00:14:26,959
I'm officially no longer promising,

240
00:14:26,960 --> 00:14:28,320
and I do promise a lot.

241
00:14:29,960 --> 00:14:31,959
So, you know, I don't know.

242
00:14:31,960 --> 00:14:33,640
You're talking to a man...

243
00:14:35,960 --> 00:14:37,999
..who's been writing books
he doesn't care about

244
00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:39,960
for the last 20 bloody years.

245
00:14:42,480 --> 00:14:44,959
And would you do it differently,

246
00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:47,640
really, if you'd do it again?

247
00:14:48,960 --> 00:14:51,959
Oh, I don't know.

248
00:14:51,960 --> 00:14:53,959
I got to be a writer.

249
00:14:53,960 --> 00:14:55,959
I've been pretty lucky
with the family.

250
00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:57,960
There's Charm and the kids,
despite everything.

251
00:14:59,960 --> 00:15:02,959
The war saw me travelling.

252
00:15:02,960 --> 00:15:05,960
I was in 64 countries
as a newspaper man.

253
00:15:07,960 --> 00:15:10,959
Went to China, Gobi Desert.

254
00:15:10,960 --> 00:15:14,960
Worked in the States, England.
Ended up here.

255
00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:18,800
Nah, I don't think I'd change much.

256
00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:25,960
You know, when we came here,
me and Charm...

257
00:15:28,960 --> 00:15:30,959
..we had a dream, and, er...

258
00:15:30,960 --> 00:15:32,710
Yeah, for a while,
things were pretty good.

259
00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:36,959
But, er, now I'm...

260
00:15:36,960 --> 00:15:38,959
married to a full-blown alcoholic,

261
00:15:38,960 --> 00:15:41,960
and I'm sure
she'd say the same of me.

262
00:15:45,480 --> 00:15:48,639
I'm gonna try to write that book.

263
00:15:48,640 --> 00:15:50,959
Bestseller. Important one.

264
00:15:50,960 --> 00:15:52,169
Give it one last crack and...

265
00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:55,959
..finish it here.

266
00:15:55,960 --> 00:15:57,960
Go home and polish it.

267
00:15:59,960 --> 00:16:03,959
What's it, uh... What's it about?

268
00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:06,959
Sort of a personal examination.

269
00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:08,959
Starting with my childhood.

270
00:16:08,960 --> 00:16:10,959
I'm gonna place myself
in the narrative,

271
00:16:10,960 --> 00:16:12,959
you know, see where it leads.

272
00:16:13,961 --> 00:16:16,959
All those faceless young men

273
00:16:16,960 --> 00:16:19,159
coming home from
the First World War, trying to...

274
00:16:19,160 --> 00:16:21,800
trying to make sense of it as a kid.

275
00:16:23,320 --> 00:16:24,959
That's what it's about.

276
00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:26,960
Yours?

277
00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:31,160
Mine's really a sexual exploration.

278
00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:36,959
It's a love triangle
where there's no love.

279
00:16:36,960 --> 00:16:40,959
You know, I'm hoping that
the reader falls into the pages.

280
00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:44,960
So, it's really
a relationship of four.

281
00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:50,159
There's lots of sex,
there's lots of thoughts about God.

282
00:16:50,160 --> 00:16:52,959
It's my examination of myself.

283
00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:55,959
So, you're going the, er...

284
00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:58,959
crass commercial route, then,
are you?

285
00:17:11,160 --> 00:17:14,159
It's OK. Just give us a moment.
Yeah, yeah.

286
00:17:18,320 --> 00:17:19,960
Now, this is important.

287
00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:26,959
As writers,
it's our duty to the reader

288
00:17:26,960 --> 00:17:28,319
to give them a happy ending,

289
00:17:28,320 --> 00:17:30,959
because life
doesn't bloody have one.

290
00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:35,959
It's fucking sickness, regret,

291
00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:38,959
decay, a few pleasant memories
if you're lucky.

292
00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:41,639
And that's it.

293
00:17:41,640 --> 00:17:45,479
So, it's up to us to give the reader
a happy ending once in a while.

294
00:17:45,480 --> 00:17:46,959
Can you do that for me?

295
00:17:46,960 --> 00:17:49,639
I'll have to have an ending first.

296
00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:51,959
Well, yes, but...

297
00:17:51,960 --> 00:17:53,960
do it for me, Leonard, please.

298
00:17:57,480 --> 00:17:59,319
Come here.

299
00:17:59,320 --> 00:18:01,800
I just wish you wouldn't leave.
Come here.

300
00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:09,999
I'll tell you what...

301
00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,959
I'll stick around for another month

302
00:18:12,960 --> 00:18:16,960
if you promise to try not
to kill yourself, all right?

303
00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,960
Because it's only a bloody book.

304
00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:25,960
Do you understand me?

305
00:18:32,160 --> 00:18:34,959
All right.

306
00:18:34,960 --> 00:18:37,960
Now, you drink some water,
and you get some shade.

307
00:18:40,960 --> 00:18:41,960
Thanks for the water.

308
00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:48,960
? I stepped into an avalanche

309
00:18:49,960 --> 00:18:53,960
? It covered up my soul

310
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:59,959
? When I am not this hunchback
That you see

311
00:18:59,960 --> 00:19:03,960
? I sleep beneath the golden hill

312
00:19:06,320 --> 00:19:09,959
? You who wish to conquer pain

313
00:19:09,960 --> 00:19:11,959
? You must learn

314
00:19:11,960 --> 00:19:15,480
? Learn to serve me well

315
00:19:25,960 --> 00:19:30,959
? You strike my side by accident

316
00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:33,959
? As you go down for your gold... ?

317
00:19:33,960 --> 00:19:35,960
Leonardo!

318
00:19:40,960 --> 00:19:43,639
You know where to send?

319
00:19:43,640 --> 00:19:44,960
My friend, are you...?

320
00:20:40,960 --> 00:20:42,160
See his eyes.

321
00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:45,959
Yellow and bloodshot.
Mm.

322
00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:48,799
Symptoms of kidney failure.

323
00:20:48,800 --> 00:20:50,640
Move him, he'll die.

324
00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:55,959
I'll try to restore
all the electrolytes he has lost.

325
00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:58,959
I've given him water salt.

326
00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:01,959
So he's going to be OK?

327
00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:03,960
Don't know.

328
00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:17,959
'Nothing left to do

329
00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:20,959
'When you know
That you've been taken

330
00:21:20,960 --> 00:21:24,959
'Nothing left to do
When you're begging for a crumb

331
00:21:24,960 --> 00:21:28,959
'Nothing left to do
When you've got to go on waiting

332
00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:31,319
'And waiting for the miracle to come

333
00:21:31,320 --> 00:21:32,960
'I dreamed about you, baby

334
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:36,959
'It was just the other night

335
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:38,639
'Most of you was naked

336
00:21:38,640 --> 00:21:41,959
'Ah, but some of you was light

337
00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:43,959
'And the sands of time were falling

338
00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:45,960
'from your fingers and your thumb

339
00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:48,960
'And you were waiting for
The miracle

340
00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:53,160
'You were waiting for
The miracle to come.'

341
00:21:59,960 --> 00:22:02,959
There's some feeling I'm chasing.
I'm not sure what it is.

342
00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:06,960
But I've tried recreating it
hundreds of thousands of times.

343
00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:11,959
I figured one more journey
around these painted walls,

344
00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:13,960
and I'll get there.

345
00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:24,960
When will you know? I mean...

346
00:22:24,961 --> 00:22:26,959
..The Favourite Game,

347
00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:29,960
they said that you would
get the numbers soon, right?

348
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:35,960
I mean, come on,
you can't lose with those reviews.

349
00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:41,960
'Leonard?'

350
00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:04,960
Hi!

351
00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:09,480
You look beautiful.

352
00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:14,960
You don't look so beautiful
at the moment, but hi.

353
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:20,159
Leonard. Hi.

354
00:23:20,160 --> 00:23:22,480
Welcome back to the living.

355
00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:25,800
I am Dr Popolis.

356
00:23:26,960 --> 00:23:27,999
How do you feel?

357
00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:30,159
Oh, terrific.

358
00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:31,959
I've been worse.

359
00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:33,799
I doubt that.

360
00:23:39,960 --> 00:23:40,960
Welcome back.

361
00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:46,959
Your friend is gonna be OK.

362
00:23:46,960 --> 00:23:47,960
Yeah?

363
00:23:47,961 --> 00:23:51,960
Just keep him off drugs
and out of the sun.

364
00:23:52,960 --> 00:23:56,960
Or maybe just buy him a hat.

365
00:23:57,960 --> 00:24:00,959
Yeah.
I think the latter would be easiest.

366
00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:02,960
Thank you.

367
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:12,799
Where's, um... Where's Micro?

368
00:24:12,800 --> 00:24:14,959
He's at the neighbour's.

369
00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:19,959
They said
that he could stay there until...

370
00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:21,800
until we knew.

371
00:24:24,960 --> 00:24:26,959
Until we knew what?

372
00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:31,960
Until we knew if you would...
get better.

373
00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:36,960
It was that bad, huh?

374
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:43,960
Doctor said 50-50.

375
00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:49,640
I wanted him to say
I had 4% chance of living...

376
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:52,800
..but I rose up.

377
00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:55,960
Mm. Well, maybe we should,
you know...

378
00:24:58,160 --> 00:25:01,959
..talk about the things
that comes before death.

379
00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:04,959
Because at least I'm happy
you're not dead.

380
00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:07,959
So, what do you wanna do?

381
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,959
What's on your bucket list?
You have a life.

382
00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:13,799
What's... You know?

383
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:17,959
I'd like to write something
that sells some copies.

384
00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:19,960
That's it.

385
00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:24,959
What about you?

386
00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:26,959
I wanna...

387
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:30,959
stay here and have a family with you

388
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:32,960
and see them grow up on the island.

389
00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:49,959
Will you speak in my funeral?

390
00:25:52,960 --> 00:25:54,959
I mean it.

391
00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:59,959
I think we've established
I'm not going to outlive you.

392
00:25:59,960 --> 00:26:01,960
It's not going to happen.

393
00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:05,959
You never know.
Oh, I know.

394
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:08,960
Mm-hm.
You should get some more rest.

395
00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:12,959
Leonard, be careful.

396
00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:14,959
I will go and get Junior,
and we can just...

397
00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:17,960
I'm really OK. I'm really OK.

398
00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:27,960
Don't get out of bed. Stay there.

399
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:54,639
You know, I wrote a poem about you
before I even met you.

400
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:55,960
Before anything here.

401
00:26:58,960 --> 00:26:59,960
Well, do I get to...

402
00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:03,000
..hear the poem?

403
00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:11,160
Whenever I happen to see her

404
00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:14,960
I forget for a while

405
00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:20,960
That I feel ugly in my own eyes
For not winning her

406
00:27:23,960 --> 00:27:26,959
I wanted you to choose me

407
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:29,960
Over all the other men
That you know

408
00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:35,160
Because I feel destroyed
In their company

409
00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:40,960
I have often prayed
For you like this

410
00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:43,960
Let me have her.

411
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:50,479
Well, you have me.

412
00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:51,960
Do I?

413
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:57,959
I love you.

414
00:27:57,960 --> 00:28:00,159
Really?
Mm-hm.

415
00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:14,959
Young love.
Hello, George.

416
00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:16,419
Now that's something
to write about.

417
00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:19,640
You don't know
what you're talking about.

418
00:28:21,960 --> 00:28:25,959
I really, really, really wish
that you wouldn't do this.

419
00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:27,959
I'm afraid we have to, love.
We've, er...

420
00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:32,959
kind of reached the point
where we need to go back,

421
00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:35,960
sort of become the people
we used to be.

422
00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:40,799
Oh, yeah, we're having a...

423
00:28:40,800 --> 00:28:43,639
a bit of a "farewell drinks" party.

424
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:45,959
Well, not really a party,
probably more like a wake.

425
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,959
But Saturday at Douskos,
if you're around.

426
00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:50,959
It'd be nice to see you there.

427
00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:52,159
We will try to be there,

428
00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:55,319
but Leonard really needs to rest,
so we'll see.

429
00:28:55,320 --> 00:28:57,999
All right. Rest up, mate.

430
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:00,959
Hey, you look great, man.

431
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:03,320
You're a liar,
but a charming one, Leonard.

432
00:29:10,960 --> 00:29:11,960
Wait.

433
00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:21,319
Leonard.

434
00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:22,959
Telephone.
OK.

435
00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:24,959
It's...

436
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:26,960
All right.
..there.

437
00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:35,959
Hello?
'Hey, Lenny? Hey, it's me.'

438
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:37,959
Oh, hi, Irving. How you doing?

439
00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:39,959
'I read your book.'

440
00:29:39,960 --> 00:29:42,479
Oh, man, just throw it out,
you know, set it on fire.

441
00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:44,319
I-It was really...
'No, no, no, Lenny.'

442
00:29:44,320 --> 00:29:46,959
It's the best writing
you've done so far.

443
00:29:46,960 --> 00:29:49,959
I never told you
because I always thought your suits

444
00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:52,959
were better than your prose,
but this is...

445
00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:56,479
'It's fucking authentic.
It's so real. It's like life.

446
00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:57,959
'Really, really good.'
Really?

447
00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:02,959
'Yeah, yeah.'
It's not just entirely indulgent?

448
00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:04,959
Well, if it's indulgent,

449
00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:06,959
it's the most indulgent
piece of crap I ever read,

450
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:08,959
but I do love it.

451
00:30:09,961 --> 00:30:11,959
'You know, Louise loved it,
Morton loved it.'

452
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:15,639
And my wife,
she's fucking into your book, man.

453
00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:18,959
She had her first orgasm
on page six.

454
00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:20,959
Oh, she's never had any good taste,
so...

455
00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:22,959
'Because you never had sex with me,
Lenny.'

456
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:26,319
You didn't have sex with Mr Zeus,
did you?

457
00:30:26,320 --> 00:30:29,319
'Hey, we need you
to come back to Montreal

458
00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:31,959
'as soon as you can.'

459
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:33,959
Irving, you're, uh...

460
00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:38,799
you're really the only opinion ever
that I've ever cared about.

461
00:30:38,800 --> 00:30:40,959
'Oh, you're just flattering me now.'

462
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:43,959
I wouldn't have told you all this
if I didn't believe in you.

463
00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:45,959
And I'm an honest guy.

464
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:47,959
I shoot straight
from my hairy balls.

465
00:30:47,960 --> 00:30:50,959
'I've written poetry
that will stand time,

466
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,959
'it will survive together

467
00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:54,999
'with the best of Shakespeare,
Keats and Wordsworth.'

468
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:58,959
But honestly, I have never written
anything like this, Lenny.

469
00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:00,800
I wish I had.

470
00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:02,960
I can't tell you
how happy this makes me.

471
00:31:02,961 --> 00:31:06,319
'Congratulations.'
Really, I'm just...

472
00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:09,959
But you need to come back here,
and we have to promote it.

473
00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:12,319
Yeah, um...
'As soon as you can.'

474
00:31:12,320 --> 00:31:13,959
All right. So long.
'All right.'

475
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:14,960
I'll see you very soon.

476
00:31:14,961 --> 00:31:17,800
'Well, I'll be waiting
with a few beers.'

477
00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:20,959
OK.

478
00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:22,959
'That was a very nice phone call.'

479
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:25,959
Yeah?
Yeah, it was from Mr Irving Layton.

480
00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:27,959
He quite enjoyed my manuscript.
He did? Yeah.

481
00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:29,959
That's incredible!
Leonard!

482
00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:31,959
Well, he doesn't like anything.
Of course he liked it.

483
00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:33,639
I told you.
I told you he would like it!

484
00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:36,159
Well, let's celebrate.
I'll get some drinks.

485
00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:38,000
I'm so proud of you.

486
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,959
I guess some people enjoyed it,
you know?

487
00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:42,960
No.

488
00:31:42,961 --> 00:31:46,959
Well, I think he said now
that I should return to Montreal,

489
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:48,959
and we can try and sell it.

490
00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:51,959
He thinks, uh...
He thinks it's a commercial work.

491
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:54,639
I'm not sure I agree,
but he seems to have faith in it.

492
00:31:54,640 --> 00:31:56,959
And Dudek, as well,
and Aviva liked it, too.

493
00:31:56,960 --> 00:32:00,959
And Aviva's a tough judge, as well.
She is, but...

494
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:02,959
..when...

495
00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:05,959
when would you wanna go to Montreal?

496
00:32:05,960 --> 00:32:08,960
Well, I don't know, you know,
as soon as possible.

497
00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:12,799
You... What do you mean?

498
00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:14,639
The doctor... I mean, you need...

499
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,959
Your body needs rest.
Y-You can't just...

500
00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:19,959
You think that
you're gonna go on a plane now,

501
00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:22,959
in the condition you're in,
and go do some big show? I mean...

502
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:26,479
You know, I don't really...
I don't enjoy being yelled at

503
00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:27,959
after I've gotten
the first good news

504
00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:30,959
I've gotten in quite a long time.
I'm not yelling at you, I'm just...

505
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:33,959
Oh, yes, you are. You're raising
your voice at me for no reason.

506
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:35,959
You nearly died.

507
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,999
Well, if the book doesn't sell,
then I nearly died for nothing.

508
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,959
We're not coming with you, so if
you wanna kill yourself, go ahead.

509
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,320
Oh, terrific.
Mm.

510
00:32:44,960 --> 00:32:45,960
Congratulations.

511
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:51,000
What's wrong?

512
00:32:52,960 --> 00:32:54,799
George?
Yep?

513
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:56,959
I think we should do
the rest of the packing tomorrow

514
00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:59,959
because we're supposed to be
at Douskos in half an hour.

515
00:32:59,960 --> 00:33:01,639
What?
Are you dressed?

516
00:33:01,640 --> 00:33:02,959
What?

517
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,959
I think we should leave that
and do the rest of it tomorrow

518
00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:08,959
because we're supposed to be
at Douskos in half an hour.

519
00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:11,799
Sorry?

520
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:14,959
Yeah. Er, well...

521
00:33:14,960 --> 00:33:17,159
well, how about
a little coffee first, Charm?

522
00:33:17,160 --> 00:33:20,480
You might want a coffee first
before we go?

523
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:22,960
Oh, for God's sake, George.

524
00:33:22,961 --> 00:33:24,959
Has it ever occurred to you
that maybe you're the one

525
00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:26,960
who needs another drink?

526
00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:34,960
You look beautiful.

527
00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:38,960
I think we look beautiful together.

528
00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:42,960
When are you leaving?

529
00:33:44,000 --> 00:33:45,960
Um...

530
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:51,639
Maybe on Monday.

531
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:52,959
Hm.

532
00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:54,319
Was that a straight question?

533
00:33:54,320 --> 00:33:56,159
You're interested
in my travel plans?

534
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:00,959
You know,
if you'd like to come with me,

535
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:02,959
that's absolutely up to you.

536
00:34:02,960 --> 00:34:04,959
You know that I cannot
come back with you there

537
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:07,959
because I am not one of... you.

538
00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:09,959
Well, I don't know what that means.

539
00:34:09,960 --> 00:34:12,319
I have to sell the book
because we don't have any money.

540
00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:14,959
Oh, OK, so you think
that this is about money?

541
00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:16,085
Of course it's about money.

542
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:19,999
It's all about money,
this is what I do.

543
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:22,959
I'm a writer. That's
how I'm supposed to make money.

544
00:34:22,960 --> 00:34:24,959
What I do is who I am.

545
00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:26,799
Ugh.

546
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:28,959
Mm.

547
00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:30,999
What? W-What are these theatrics?

548
00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:32,999
These sounds
you're making towards me, what?

549
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,959
It's just funny, it's just that
Axel used to say the exact same...

550
00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:37,959
Well, I'm not fucking Axel!

551
00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:39,959
I'm not Axel. I'm not...
Right now you are!

552
00:34:39,960 --> 00:34:41,959
What, do I have to get a contract?

553
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:44,960
Got to show you
my fucking birth certificate?

554
00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:48,959
I'm not Axel.
There's a key difference. I am here.

555
00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:51,959
Your son calls me "Dad".
Don't drag my son into this.

556
00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:55,959
Please don't drag my son into this.
He's in it! He is already in it!

557
00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:56,960
If we don't get money,

558
00:34:56,961 --> 00:34:58,959
then he has no food,
we have no electricity.

559
00:34:58,960 --> 00:35:01,959
We'll have to sell everything.
We'll have to sell the house.

560
00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:03,959
Why don't you try
living in the real world,

561
00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:05,959
not this fantasy fucking...

562
00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:07,959
You're like a tourist
in your own life.

563
00:35:07,960 --> 00:35:09,959
Oh, OK, OK! So, what? So you'd
rather be a tourist in Montreal,

564
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:12,319
where all the girls,
they just throw themselves at,

565
00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:14,959
"Oh, Leonard, the god, the genius,
the writer, the poet!"

566
00:35:14,960 --> 00:35:17,959
I don't fucking even know, OK?
I have nothing to do there.

567
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:19,959
Don't denigrate what I do

568
00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:22,002
because you've never
done anything with your life.

569
00:35:23,320 --> 00:35:25,959
Hm. Yeah.

570
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:28,959
Erm, I made a child.

571
00:35:28,960 --> 00:35:31,959
Actually, I made two,
but luckily for you and your mom,

572
00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:33,960
one of them died,
so there's that, you know?

573
00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,959
OK, splendid.

574
00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:38,959
Splendid. Ugh.

575
00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:40,960
Well, I'm going to Douskos, so...

576
00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:43,959
Yeah.
..if you'd like to come,

577
00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:45,960
you know, be my fucking guest.

578
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,959
I'm not her favourite person
right now.

579
00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:03,252
She should have learned by now.

580
00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:07,349
Will you keep an eye on her
when I'm gone?

581
00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:10,959
Stop by the house
and, you know, check in,

582
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:12,959
make sure she's...

583
00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:14,959
I don't know,
not smashing the furniture.

584
00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:16,960
Yeah. All right.
Of course.

585
00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:20,960
You think I'm doing the right thing,
right?

586
00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:25,960
Yeah.

587
00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:28,960
It's work.

588
00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:56,959
Can I sit beside you?

589
00:36:56,960 --> 00:36:59,480
Yeah, please.
OK.

590
00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:02,959
We did have some good times, too.

591
00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:04,799
Yeah, it's really...
They were all good times.

592
00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:05,999
..good.
All good times. Yeah.

593
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:08,959
I was always
just a bit too old for you.

594
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:10,959
I always thought
you were too young for me.

595
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,960
You've always been so kind.

596
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:38,960
And everybody else here
just hates me.

597
00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:42,960
And I...

598
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:48,960
I helped every one of them
when they got here.

599
00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:07,959
You're crying at a party.
No.

600
00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:09,959
Yeah, you are.
Leonard... No, no, no.

601
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:13,959
Now you'll really be crying.

602
00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:15,959
You do me...
You do me one last favour.

603
00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:16,960
You sing me a song.

604
00:38:16,961 --> 00:38:19,159
I'm not dying, dear.
Please.

605
00:38:19,160 --> 00:38:20,960
Just going away for a little while.

606
00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:22,960
Just one song.

607
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:25,960
What's the matter?

608
00:38:27,320 --> 00:38:28,960
I don't know, I just...

609
00:38:30,320 --> 00:38:33,959
I just don't want things to change,
and I just want them to...

610
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,959
I just want everything
to be the way it was, you know? Mm.

611
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:38,959
Never is.

612
00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:40,960
That's life, it's change.

613
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:43,959
That's why it's precious,

614
00:38:43,960 --> 00:38:46,960
because it has a finite ending,
you know?

615
00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:50,960
You just gotta pick your battles.

616
00:38:52,960 --> 00:38:53,960
You can't bloody win.

617
00:38:53,961 --> 00:38:55,959
I wish...

618
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:57,959
But, you know,
you just gotta give it a good go.

619
00:38:57,960 --> 00:38:58,960
Mm-hm.

620
00:39:01,960 --> 00:39:04,639
Don't cry, darling.

621
00:39:04,640 --> 00:39:07,159
You're gonna be all right.
Mm-hm.

622
00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:09,960
You think so?
Yes, I know so.

623
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,960
Look at me and old Charm.
If we can make it, you can.

624
00:39:15,480 --> 00:39:17,480
You keep an eye on her
while I'm gone.

625
00:39:18,960 --> 00:39:21,640
? Like a bird

626
00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:24,960
? On the wire

627
00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:31,960
? Like a drunk in a midnight choir

628
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:38,960
? I have tried, in my way

629
00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:42,480
? To be free

630
00:39:46,960 --> 00:39:51,960
? Like a worm on a hook

631
00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:59,959
? Like a knight
In some old-fashioned book

632
00:39:59,960 --> 00:40:03,639
? I have saved

633
00:40:03,640 --> 00:40:06,959
? All my ribbons

634
00:40:06,960 --> 00:40:08,960
? For thee... ?

635
00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:12,960
You all right, love?

636
00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:16,960
? And if I

637
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:21,960
? If I had been unkind

638
00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:29,959
? I hope that you

639
00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:35,960
? Can just let it go by

640
00:40:39,160 --> 00:40:42,159
? And if I

641
00:40:42,160 --> 00:40:45,960
? If I have been untrue

642
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:56,960
? Know it was never to you

643
00:40:59,960 --> 00:41:04,960
? Like a baby, stillborn

644
00:41:07,960 --> 00:41:11,000
? Like a beast with his horn

645
00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:14,960
? I have torn... ?

646
00:41:14,961 --> 00:41:16,959
Come on, everyone.

647
00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:22,319
? All my lovers... ?

648
00:41:22,320 --> 00:41:24,959
OK. Goodbye, then.

649
00:41:24,960 --> 00:41:27,960
? Who reached out for me

650
00:41:30,640 --> 00:41:31,959
Bye.

651
00:41:31,960 --> 00:41:36,960
? But I swear by this song

652
00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:43,959
? And all that I've done wrong

653
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:48,480
? I will try to make it up

654
00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:51,960
? To thee

655
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,959
? I saw a beggar

656
00:41:59,960 --> 00:42:06,960
? Leaning on his wooden crutch

657
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:11,959
? He said to me

658
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:16,960
? You must not ask for so much

659
00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:23,959
? A pretty woman

660
00:42:23,960 --> 00:42:29,960
? Leaning on her darkened door

661
00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:36,959
? She cried to me

662
00:42:36,960 --> 00:42:39,960
? Hey, why not ask for more? ?

663
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:43,960
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